Monday, December 22, 2008

Reflections and Resolutions

As this year comes to an end, I am using my little platform to post some of my thoughts... 

What I'm Proud of... 
1. While this year has had it's ups and downs, I think overall my eternal optimism have been a very useful attitude tool to have.  I have attempted and found the silver lining in every situation. 
2. I think I've been a better friend this year, not only have I stayed in touch with my existing friends but also reconnected with some lost ones, but I've managed overcome my own difficulties and meet with some new ones.  
3. I'm amazed that I'm still posting to this blog as a project just for me.  And I've accomplished what I originally set out to do... not just stay indoors. 
4. Finally, I've found a way to channel my need to control and my desire to be the best into an activity that allows me to "be all that I can be" while also learning to let go and that imperfections can make things "more perfect".
5. Taking that chance at this point and almost starting over from scratch... 
6. I've found that passion for life in general, that went missing awhile ago.  Instead of being on the outside looking in through a hazy window, I am on the inside again.  

What I celebrate:
1. My network of friends, family and colleagues has grown, not arbitrarily, but rather with careful thought and consideration. 
2. My chosen family--the people who care about me... not just a blood qualification. 
3. The new 2009 administration. 
4. The lack of trudging through snow and wind, but still enjoying the cold. 

What I think needs work:
1. Lots more... but one step at a time. 

Happy New Year! 

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